Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	Bright Eyes

Gah. I hate writing long posts.
I have a hicky. I've had it since Sunday afternoon. I feel like I'm in jr high. Hah. It makes me laugh a lot. I was going to take a picture but you can't really see it when I do. Ah, it's okay. It's just funny when I catch people that I'm talking to looking at it. Hah. Nice.

[insert deep breath here]

So, I try really, really hard to get along with people. If I can't get along with them, I usually just don't talk about them because I think talking bad about people all the time or taking shots at someone is childish.

All of this has come to a screeching halt.

There's this girl. I can't stand this girl. I haven't been able to since the beginning. First thing she does is send me a message mouthing the guy I'm dating and just going on and on and on about how awful he is. What made her think I'd really give a shit about what she thought in the first place is beyond me...honestly, it just made it apparent that she wasn't over him and was a bit obsessive. I'll admit that she did send me an apology message after that, but not until after I had told Anthony what she was saying. Needless to say, I didn't reply to either of them. I just figured "why bother with it?"
So, time goes by and I start up an LJ (yay!). I come across hers and find her constant complaining, drunkardness, and ranting about her ex/my current boyfriend funny, so I read it from time to time. When a person starts looking at something like that, they begin to notice a trend. I posted my third post and said that I loved Anthony in it - she posts about how much she can't stand him. I post a picture of my Halloween costume and there is a post on her myspace about how she can't stand skimpy Halloween costumes (about a week later she also posts a picture of her skimpy Halloween costume...I can't stand hypocrisy). I post about wanting to lose weight and she goes on this whole kick about how she can't stand anorexic girls (then follows up with a post about how she dropped a pants size). Then, she decides to write about how she still dreams about him and is attracted to him and such, which I honestly find extremely offensive. Just because I'm only 18 does not mean that I'm stupid or oblivious to the fact that she is taking stabs at me. Funny thing is that this girl doesn't know me at all. Apparantly, we're back in high school where we get mad at the new girlfriend even if she did nothing wrong to begin with. I guess I didn't get the memo.

Here's the deal, girl. I'm sorry that you're not happy. Really. I honestly wish you were because then you would not be so obsessed about making other people's lives hell because they are happy. Honestly, I could give a fuck about what you say about Anthony on there. What he tells me is the truth and I have no reason to question what he says, especially if it's you saying that he's as bad as he is. You can sit there and mouth about me and the fact that I wear skimpy Halloween costumes and weigh less than 110 lbs all you want, even though you don't know a thing about me, because it's not going to screw up what Anthony and I have. You weren't together that long. Get over it and go bother someone else. He obviously does not want you anymore. And, if you have something to say, I suggest you just get my number or sn or something and take it up with me there rather than writing things about me constantly in your LJ. At least be somewhat of an adult about it for a change.


I'm sure there was more I wanted to say, but I'm tired and have other things to do.
With that said, have a nice night, kiddos.